Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

I am a first time mum too. I can totally feel you. My 6weeks old colic baby has been scream crying every night since 3 weeks old till now. I did not scream at my baby but I do get angry at times. Try your best to calm yourself down when baby is crying. I know it's not easy when baby is crying so hysterically and when you are having sleep deprivation. I am learning as well and I realised my baby will calm down faster when I am calm. Likewise if I am angry, my baby will cry even louder. Baby can easily feel the emotions of the caregiver. Glad that you found this platform to release some stress. Hope we can overcome this phase soon. Jiayou!