Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

Am sending lots of hugs to you... Pls see if you can get some extra help (even iffir half a day or a few hours) so you can catch up on your rest, take a breather and relax a little, OK? Your boy is still very small and cannot control his emotions, but you can. Play some soft music to calm both of you. There are many reasons why a baby cries eg wet diapers, feeling hot and need change of clothes, hungry or thirsty. If all these have been done, he might just want to feel you near him, hear you talking to him softly. Try to burb him after his feed so his tummy won't feel uncomfortable. Usually after 15-20min after each feed, they might need a change of diapers. Do enjoy your moments with your baby as they are still trying to adapt, just as you are trying to find out his routine. Try to rest too when your boy is resting... It helps a little to rest your tired body. Take good care of yourself and enjoy these precious bonding time. Lots of hugs to you, jia you :)