Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

I guess we were the same. I screamed at my two month old back then. And cried. But I didn't tape or anything. After she's asleep, I cried like f. At that point of time, I'm thinking why the f I did such thing. And if I'd scream at her now, why did I even choose to go thru the 9months and stitches. So what I did was I joined a groupchat. Because I know my darn husband ain't gonner understand this. This groupchat of us has e same edd. Don't be surprise some mommy are younger than you're. From there, we share experience. Those experienced second time mother then teach us how to handle such situation. And slowly la. Don't worry. Jus don't resort to use tape or what that's harmful can le. Tho till now I'm still learning how to control my own temper. 😅