Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

Hey mummy. I too got so mentally & physically exhausted when i was dealing with my first child. Ppl tell me mummy knows best but that time, i really dont know why my baby is crying. They kept saying about colic or milk or whatever. But i cannot register anything into my head cos i was just too overwhelmed and tired. So tired that i argued with everyone, shouted at my baby too. (& even my bro's dog when i was back @ my mum's home for confinement period) Thankfully my husband took things into his hands handling the night shift for baby and i got back some rest and with that my sanity came back. I could then slowly deal with things, learning that sometimes baby jus want to hug & cuddle or just want human interaction. I hope u manage to get some help and things get better for you.