Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

first of all don't feel guilty about screaming at your son..we all do that. sometimes just have to let it out. don't worry if it may impact them. once or twice won't hurt. I learnt to understand that. sometimes I scream and shake my lo even (of cos not shake vigourously) secondly, pls do what u feel is best....dont feel stress.... your boy is only 2 mo...i was having similar issues then. I was without help at home totally. husband out for work. mil working. mom not around anymore. nobody help. but remember it will definitely get better..my lo is 16mo now :) and small babies really do cry for a reason...just try to be patient...ìf you really need to vent maybe just walk away to vent...calm yourself then go back to your son... jia you!