Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

Is okay to feel that way. Don't need to tape tape over the pacifier or do anything. BAby is born to cry, is normal u have to tell yourself that. when my baby is few months old I experienced the same as u like I am fail in parenting and I can't handle my baby. Until I research and know that most of the parents been through the same so hang on there. Baby grow fast, soon they will be better and u will understand your baby more. Let baby cry to sleep is not a bad idea too. But have to make sure his diaper is change, he is not hungry. Crying for baby below 3 month is good for their lungs I read an article before. But u have to monitor your baby. make sure your baby is safe and not cry for like too long. Don't worry mummy, I really know how u feel. I did vent on my baby and I will cry every night for being the worst mummy ever. Don't let your emotional control you try to control your emotions and tell yourself your baby needs you more than anyone. You have to be strong for your baby. Now my baby grow up and I kind of miss the days when he is few months old and cry then sleep. Cheer up mummy! U can always shared you feeling and emotions here. You are not alone. :)