Yes, at 1st no because I'm just 18 when got pregnant in our 1st baby but when time goes on and my tummy become bigger I felt something that I can't explain, feeling of happiness maybe but no words can explain. Maybe excitement to met our 1st baby, maybe I would be the happiest person but when I'm in my 9th months where its my month to give birth, when we came to the hospital it destroy my world to knew that my baby has no heart beat anymore, tf I want to hang myself but my partner kept me motivate, until, after 1 year of resting and moving on I get pregnant again this he/she is 4 months going 5 months and we planned this, I dream about this how would I take care of my baby, see his cry, his smile and everything.