Pag nagcheat ba si husband how do you move on? Are you still together?

Just caught my husband cheating too last april.. Still have flashback every now and then. Siguro nga mahirap talagang mag move on. Kasi tuwing naiisip ko how he did it to me and to our baby, parang paulit ulit pa rin akong dinudurog. Yung wala talaga kong idea na he's having another girl na kasi akala ko talaga masaya kami. It felt like they ruined me. Ang hirap bumangon, iniisip ko na lang yung anak namin. He's still a baby. And it really breaks my heart so much.