38 weeks pregnant and sad..

Not related to my pregnancy. I just want to let out my sadness and frustration. I am currently 38 weeks pregnant. My husband and I both work but I have the privilege to work from home because I manage a business. My husband never joined me in all of my check ups and tests throughout my pregnancy. I was sad before but I learned to accept that since he is busy naman working for our family. We are newly weds and I always try to cook for him dishes that he usually eats. Today, I tried to cook a dish for him, I admit naman that the taste isn’t to his liking because medyo matabang yung naging timpla but edible. I told him naman beforehand pero he really didn’t eat it all. Even a piece. So I told him, “di mo pa naman natitikman okay naman if may sawsawan” pero he got mad and shouted at me while our maid and driver was eating near us. He said “bakit niyo ba ako pinipilit kainin kung ayoko nga, hindi ko nga gusto, masusuka lang ako pagkinain ko yan” the term “masusuka” really stopped me. I was so shocked. I felt humiliated. I am so pregnant yet I try my best to be a wife to him. I ended up eating all the food. He never tried even just a bite. He is not even sorry. I just cried on my own as an emotional pregnant woman. #sad #38weeks #pregnant #depression