Mothers guilt. I just screamed at my 18month that "i don't give a shit about your stupid grandmother (mil)" when she told me her grandmother went home.. I think all this mil nonsense is giving me alot of stress. (My husband was around when it happened. He knew that i had something against his mom.) Does anyone go thru the same? Sometimes vent it out on LO unnecessarily? Or do i need help?

Try not to do it again.. curb ur emotions S in front of ur child but this happens to all of us! I kind of screamed at my toddler to stop asking me for milk at 5:30am this morning because he is always disrupting my sleep :( felt really bad afterwards and still went to make milk for him.. haiz...I thought it was 3am.. but when I saw it was 5:30am I felt so bad... cos that's still an ok time to ask for milk.. When he was 18 months, he always said "no" when he saw me and preferred my Mom, his primary caregiver. I got so upset, I told him he should go stay with my Mom and I just send $ to him every month since he only needs me for money.... anyway now I quit my job because of such things and I still need my Mom around to help me day to day as I'm pregnant. My Son still sticks to her like glue when she's around. It just this Grandmother-grandchild bond.. they know grandma will always give in and can bully grandma, while mama is always more strict. :) I used to get jealous a lot .. even jealous when my toddler plays with my helper.. haiz.. this mummy jealousy thing is hard to explain but a lot of us feel it!!! cheer up.