life after birth

Hello mommies. Today’s question agak lain sikit. I wonder how’s your life after being a first mom. like right after birth. do you loose your spark? how do you feel. lately ni i banyak terfikir, lepas dah ada anak boleh ke i still do my hobbies, will i have times for myself, badan dan muka i akan berubah 100% ke? the baby dalam perut baru 2 bulan, tapi i dah takut and anxious. i love doing videos on social media. i love to look pretty. tapi since pregnant ni i notice badan i makin hari makin lain. i nak tanya macamana nak handle this feelings? i am ready to be mom, i sayang sangat my soon to be anak tapi how to get myself back after birth? macamana mommies handle? normal ke for feeling this way?