Cs

Emergency CS nangyari sakin. Wala sa plan. Pumutok water bag ko but no pain. As in overflow na ang water wala pa din pain, at nung i-IE ako sa lying-in wala pang 2cm. Continous pa din si water kaya tinakbo na ako sa ER kasi wala talaga pain. May nerbiyos ako sa karayom kaya inabisuhan ng hubby ko lahat ng staff and nurse sa hospital na wag mag fishing, kung pwede isa mng tusok lang for all. Kasi talaga seizure ako pag tinuturukan. IE ulit wala pa din 2cm. Ultrasound. Hindi naka sakto ang ulo ni baby sa butas kaya yon, CS ang ending. Sa delivery room, tinurukan agad ako ng sedative kaya hindi ko na na-meet yung pedia at OB. Paggising ko, nasa labas na ang baby tapos tulog ulit. Nasa recovery room na ako nung magising ulit kasi need mag latch ni baby para makalabas kami delivery room. It was really painless pero may hollow part inside me kasi hindi ko na-experience yung painful labor. I thought it was the essence of giving birth. Pero wala ako ko non. But the pain you have to go through while recovering from the operation is also excruciating. Lalo na yung need mo maka-pee at maka-poop right after manganak kasi hindi ka makakalabas hospital. Grabe yung sakit. Naiyak talaga ako. I had to endure the pain nung sugat for more than a month. Kaya you need a partner to help you with everything---literally. Mas maiin-love ka sa partner mo in the process of healing. But all in all, it boils down to the joy of having that precious angel on your arms. It's all worth it and I can go over all that again and again without regret because it's all worth it. In photo: here are the men in my life. My angel and my knight-in-shining-armor 😘😘😘 P.S. My son just turned 2 this year. This is their summer look by me. Hehe