1st Time BSP esok..?

Last week on 10th/7 kene minum Air Gula. Ptg tadi Misi Call result before minum air gula 3.9...result 2jam lepas minun air gula jadi 7.9(hanya terlebih 0.1) dan esok kene dtg utk BSP.... Since tahu mengandung sy dah stop consume white sugar,any 3in1 sachet,sweets, nasi pun mkn 1senduk je..mebi kene try effort tukar brown rice.... Doakan saya ya Mommies semua ???..ada sedikit rasa down td, tp kene cepat cepat istighfar dan think positive..semoga ada hikmah disebalik apa yg berlaku...Amin Allahumma Amin