FTM feeling lonely

I’m a FTM and I’m feeling lonely most of the time.. I have my husband with me but he goes to work at noon and I’m alone with baby. I love my baby but the feeling of loneliness just struck me when she’s sleeping.. sometimes it becomes a chore for me to care for her. I have a few friends but they are not really friends. Am I being bad? I just want people to talk to.. I can’t talk to my parents they blame me for not taking care of her well. I’m really trying my best and I always do my best for her. Am I having postnatal blues? I’m just lonely..