Financial struggles, unprepared parenting

I'm a first time mom. I admit we are really not prepared financially ng partner ko. We're both struggling individually for our families (we're not married yet). I have many debts to pay pa and it's really hard to be in this situation. Palagi ako nag so-sorry kay baby kasi nilagay ko sya sa ganitong sitwasyon. Palagi akong umiiyak because of the dues na kailangang habulin but my baby makes me strong and It's more than enough reason to wake up everyday and never lose hope. Prayer is my only shield during this trying times and I also pray na wlang mka experience sa inyo ng sitwasyon na to. God bless mga momsh! Kaya natin to