I used to be like that too.
Sometimes, when circumstances don't allow, we don't have a choice.
Be positive.
Maybe you can try to start doing something from home to see if it works for you before you decide.
U can join me in Jeunesse. Click on the below link to find out more.
https://vanessateoky.jeunesseglobal.com/
Alternatively, have a friend who is in Mary Kay and she is good.
She can guide and help you along.
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