Feeling depressed. No emotional support.
I’m currently 12+2. I suffered from hyperemesis gravidarum with severe vomiting since I’m 5 weeks. I’ve been in and out the hospital for my condition and I can stay up to 1 week in hospital. Until now, my nausea n vomiting are still very bad. And I’m Im feeling super sick and weak. I cried many times and don’t know how to continue with my pregnancy. I feel so depressed. I feel there’s no one can understand what I’m going through and how bad I feel. Even my husband. I cried many times in front of him and telling him I’m depressed, I want to give up. He ask me not to. But nothing else was done. Although he brought me in and out of the hospital, I don’t feel him there for me when I need someone. He may be too used to my vomiting. Whenever I vomit, he will never come to me to pat on me or ask if I need any help. If I vomit in front of him, I can see his expression feeling gross or disgusted. There’s many times where I vomit so badly till I choked and I can’t even breathe. No one was there. Be it I’m in the toilet or I’m just vomiting beside him, he will ignore and do his own things. All he will say is if I can’t take it, just go hospital. Just now when I was vomiting so badly beside him, he did not came to offer any help. Not even passing me a tissue. He simply walk pass me and bring my son to the room and sleep together leaving me behind in the living room. I really don’t know how to continue. I’m all alone. I really feel like giving up. Can’t take it anymore.