Depression

I’m 32 week pregnant but sometimes I felt I’m not pregnant.. I’m not sure is it because I’m not ready to be a mommy... In my 1st trimester .. I had depression.. 2nd trimester.. feeling much better had support from my hubby.. but still now in 3rd trimester.. I still try to convince myself I’m pregnant.. anyone have same case like me? Me n my husband already start buying baby items .. but yet .. everyday I’m telling myself.. I’m pregnant now.. n sometimes my heart still dun believe I’m pregnant.. I just needed to share this out.. what my heart felt..