Miscarriage at 12w2d

I was 9w2d(according to my LMP) pregnant when I had a spotting. Niresetahan nang pampakapit at bed rest. 9w6d nagpa TVS at GS with no Yolk Sac and Embryo, estimated 5w4d. Pinanghinaan nako ng loob kasi napakalayo ng difference. They suggested magpa TVS ulit after 2weeks. 3weeks na pero yung spotting naging bleeding kaya nagpa TVS nako at nakitang walang development, considered anembryonic pregnancy. Sabi ko di ako magpapa raspa, gusto ko ako mismo maglalabas kung totoo man kasi nasa indenial stage pa. Then kahapon, nagka contractions ako, sobrang sakit na parang naglalabor sabi nila, pero pinilit ko kasi ayaw kong magpa ER. Sa awa ng Diyos, after an hour nailabas ko. Masakit at sobrang nakakalungkot kasi we were excited to have our first baby. Mahirap din kasi ofw nurse si hubby at LDR kmi. To all preggy moms out there, mag iingat po kayo and may you all have a healthy pregnancy and safe delivery. ❤