i think i have work refusal and no longer find motivation to work. i just want to stay home and be with my lo. i dont know whats happening to me.

It appears as if you are me or visa vis. I mean I am going through the same feeling for more than a year. I want to work full time but then going out gives me jitters. I don't know, I think I have lost confidence in myself. But for some time what I have done is I have tried to self counsel, and have initiated by working from home. Writing boosts my confidence. I have even started my blog. So, I think I am pulling back the strings. You, too, I feel start from small at first. Get out of the shell, and everything will fall in place with time. Keep telling yourself that you have to work to make yourself feel good.