I think i am down with post delivery depression. Have been crying non stop, no appetite to eat and even worse still starting to dislike my own baby. What can i do ?

I feel you. I nearly whack my baby. Post partum depression for 2 months. It gets ok after that. Mainly fatigue gets to you. Confide in your hubby. Tell him you are in depression and you hit baby. You need help by getting rest. Or confide in your mum? Ask her for help as youre having a depression. I seek help from my mum as hubby is working and cant seem to get help from him. Which grandma dont like to see grandchild? Woman to woman talk is better as they have gone through it can advise you better. This is life threatening. I've thought of leaving my family and commiting suicide cos i just cant take it anymore. But thinking back it was rather silly. With enough rest and help you wont get so paranoid. I was like that due to having 2hrs of sleep everyday for 3 months straight. SEEK HELP NO MATTER FROM WHO!