I just found out that I miscarried. I am 11 weeks pregnant. I feel devastated. Why me? Why is God so unfair. What did I do to deserve this? I have been trying for so long and I followed all the rules and now I am left with nothing.

I have had 5 miscarriages and 1 tubal pregnancy since November 2017. I had a very similar mind set to you after the first couple, and I still think that every now and then. Just remember that God didn't do this to punish you. Your child was just too beautiful for Earth. And imagine, the moment your child opened it's eyes the first face it saw was God's. When the moment is right you will get your rainbow baby. I will pray for you❤❤