Stress

I feel stress staying with my husband's family . Even though they dont show it , but I can see they are always helping their own children. Even if I knew I wasn't in the wrong , their own children will twist the stories and then makes it like im the bad person . I am so tired of life becoz of this. Have been getting thoughts to just leave the baby w them after giving birth and just go back to my parents' house . But at the same time, I dont want my baby to dh mother or thinks im abandoning her. Helps .. I really dk what to do . Previously , the siblings recorded what I said to my parents , and what I posted on my spam about my feelings . I dont even feel like I have the freedom to voice out my own thoughts my own ways . Its like they want me to only confine everything within here just to let people think they are good.