I am married for past two years but the thought of having kids freaks me out. Is this normal?

I know that some people like to wait a few years after marriage or into a relationship to have kids. Other may have troubles conceiving and I know that some are childless by choice. There are many reasons that may lead to this but all can be changed at any point of time. You may be worried that love, relationship, money, sleep, partying no more, excessive crying, someone growing inside me, childbirth, being pregnant, responsibility, etc ... You must make sure that you are ready before even you have 1. Having children is a personal choice. For me, each of our four kids has been brought into my life for a reason. I’m a new person because of them. No longer am I selfish. I am slowly losing my materialistic ways. Daily my mind and body are challenged. I am forever changed, in a good way – and thank God daily for these gifts. But that’s me. Good luck and hope you can join motherhood soon.