Are you happy?

I'm not happy, I'm ebf mom and alone at house for almost one whole day since my partner is working. Lately my days have been really tough for i am having these painful bumps around my genitals. I can't stand breastfeeding my baby for a long time since i can't find a position that wouldn't hurt my sores. It's also stressing seeing my chores left undone. Lately i was diagnosed with herpes, but I'm not even sure since the ob gyne didn't even had me test for it.