For me napaka babaw ng reason mo para bumitaw, or let's say dahil sa hormones kaya ka ganyan mag isip. Although you have your reason to give up but think about so many reasons to fight. Hindi lang para sa sarili mo kundi para kay baby, nagbabago ang tao and i really believe that , just pray to God and trusy Him. Don't rush things na alam mo namang pagsisisihan mo sa huli.