Pampataba help pls

Suffering from depression stress above that I'm working graveyard wfh and breastfeeding my 5 month old baby. Walang gana kumain at pg may gana ubos na. MN Kay baby to do pump din if aalis ng bahay pra mnggrocery. D rin supportive partner ko s gawing bahay I do All the work. Any advise pampahelathy ulit mommies? Feel ko mamatay n ako anytime soon Para n akong bangkay not getting nutrients my body needs. 21 yrs old only first time. Mum