I was dying. Or it was that I feel. The contractions feels unreal. I was just begging to Allah, asked for forgiveness to my mom n my husband. Taubat nasuha. What I want at that time just my baby to be safe. Haha sok English amat yak sorry just sorry too much typo. Sebenarnya nih yaa katanya jgn dipikirin sakitnya. Mindset diubah jg, proses melahirkan itu menyenangkan. Nah maka dr itu hal hal pengikutnya diperhatikan jg, seperti menjelang lahiran, yg pengen cepat2 lahiran sampe worry nnstres, bahkan tanda2 yg muncul dibilang PHP. Hm hal2 itu jg pengaruhi. Afirmasi positif. Sugesti yang baik, Positive thinking. Semuanya hanya harus dipersiapkan, doa yg utama, ikhtiar maksimal, sisanya tawakkal. Khusnudzan pd Allah. "Baby will come when he's ready."