EXHAUSTION & SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
Sorry Mommies if will let you down. But I am already tired. I am so sick right now but husband chose to go to work. My lola seems like dying, my Nanay is at her province with her. My Tatay doesn't care about my welfare. He just leaves if he wants to. And my sister works and not always around. They go home when its time to bed. I feel so alone. My baby is sick and even when I am sick I still need not to feel one. Pagod na pagod na ako. Kung kaya lang patawarin ng Dios ang pagpapakamatay ginawa ko na matagal na. I am so depressed and no one to talk to. Baka nga tama Tatay ko kasi nabuntis agad ako kaya consequences ko lahat to. Kung alam nio lang how hurtful sila magsalita. Kinkimkim ko lang. Though I cant speak up since sa family ko is sampid lang kami. I am eager on ending my life but.. My Baby. Mommies, sorry. Thank you for listening
