Cs na nabuntis agad?

Ako momsh after 3mos nabuntis agad, we lost our first born to sepsis. She was premature at 32 weeks. Sobrang nakakadurog ng puso lalo na first baby namin. Nagmadali kami na makabuo ulit out of our devastation sa pagkawala ng first born namin. I got pregnant again but had a miscarriage at 8 weeks. Sobrang lungkot. Huminto ang mundo ko, maybe God is sending me a message na wag ko madaliin ang lahat. I am not emotionally ready. Puro takot ang puso ko. Kaya ngayon, we decided to rest and enjoy our marriage baka next year na ulit kami magtry.