Please po. I know it's really hard but please instead of questioning God, why not try to look for the positive side. Sabi nga nila, everything happens for a reason. I am sure na God is making you stronger for what He is going to give you. Do not stop praying, maybe you feel na hindi ka nya naririnig or pinapakinggan, pero He always listens. Kung nahihirapan ka, mas nahihirapan din sya. Strengthen your faith kay God. You can do it.
Elli Ca