GUSTO KO NA MAGKA-ANAK

wait faithfully sis..this pregnancy made me realize na having a child is really one of God's greatest miracles..this is my fourth but it was not easy..my last child before this is 11 years old na..I am 34 yrs old..with a new partner..noon sabi nila mabilis daw ako mabuntis..pero siyempre naisip ko tumanda na rin siguro ako..but it was frustrating..tracking your period, testing for ovulation, scheduling when you'll make love, taking supplements..checking yourself for symptoms..regular means ko we do it when it said we should do it..pero wala padin after almost 2 yrs. we fell pregnant..on the 8th week of that pregnancy March 16, 2020 saktong start ng nationwide quarantine we lost it..blighted ovum..I researched and the cause is unknown..I asked why us?..mabuti naman LiP ko he has been a good dad to my kids he deserve a kid of his own..I questioned God..and I had anxiety disorder and panic attacks..for about 5 mos balik then I asked for forgiveness turned back to God..my perspective changed..last nov. 5 2020 na operahan pa ko for raptured ovarian cyst..kala ko tatanggalin na left ovary ko and would lessen my chances more 😔come I continued praying but not to ask for it to happen soon but to God give it to us when he deemed fruitful..God answers prayers aligned with his will ❤️ a year after my D&C I got a positive PT and now @21weeks..still praying for a smooth,safe and healthy pregnancy, delivery and baby! baby dusts to you sis..God willing your baby will come very soon 🙏❤️