true momsh.. di natin control katawan natin. ako 4 mos lang halos ako nakapag BF kahit na lahat na ginawa ko para lumakas gatas ko pero dahil ung level ng hormones ko bumalik agad sa pre pregnant state, nag dry agad ako. it happens talaga. trying to relactate also hits my sanity, parang mas lalo ko nastress at nadedepress.. walang tulog kasi need to unli latch tapos iiyakan lang ako ng anak ko kasi wala makuha gatas. pumping every 2 hours also drains my energy. so ano gagawin ko? just blessed na very supportive bg husband ko and our pedia also didnt force mr to BF if wala talaga, napapabayaan ko kasi sarili ko so as my baby. nung mabuntis tayo at nanganak, we are MOTHERS already..