Stressed at 35 weeks

Hi mummys🌸 I keep having meltdowns where people around me keep talking about normal delivery, is not that i dont want to but my diabetic has been hard to control in 3rd tri and my BP jst not as good as before due to hypertension during pregnancy. Baby is 3.4kg. head is big. Baby has to be delivered at 37weeks Alot of comments saying csect is easy way out, too bad you cant feel the normal delivery, go for normal, try normal. Is not i dont want to🥺but risk for baby and me. Despite before explaining my condition, i was look down😔am surrounded by alot normal delivery friends and cousins whom never gone through csect but keep saying they will never choose csect. 😢😢😢 I just want my baby safe. Thats it. Why isit bad to choose csect😔 is my baby safety and mine too. Is my first baby#1stimemom