Motherhood

I was like you too, especially with the additional stress from breastfeeding, which made it worse. I have no help from both sides of parents neither do I feel safe enough to put my baby in their care (my mil attempted to give my baby roast pork at 4mo, my own parents have their own little kids to take care of.). Positive side would be when they are healthy and growing well (doesn’t really help much tbh, I’m still learning as well 😂). It will be easier once they starts walking and able to communicate with you via body or speech language. You’ll be able to understand them better, get to sleep longer and even bring them out to play. If you have someone you can entrust your baby to for a few days, definitely use their help. Take a breather, go enjoy yourself without your kid and recharge. Only when you take care of yourself first (mentally or physically), then you can start seeing things on the brighter side. 😊