baby shows autistic symptoms because of me?

Hi there! First of all, I want to commend you for being such an attentive and caring parent. It’s great that you’re observing your baby’s behavior closely and seeking advice. It’s completely understandable to feel distressed about your baby’s development and your own reactions. Parenting is challenging, and it’s important to give yourself grace. Regarding your concerns about autism, it’s good to remember that every child develops at their own pace, and many behaviors can be typical for their age. However, if you’re noticing patterns that concern you, it might be helpful to discuss them with a pediatrician or a child development specialist. They can provide professional insights and guide you on whether further evaluation is needed. In the meantime, consider exploring resources on positive parenting techniques and ways to manage stress. Sometimes, small changes in how we respond can make a big difference for both the child and the parent. You’re doing a great job by seeking support and information. Hang in there, and remember that it’s okay to ask for help when you need it.