To have or not..baby number 2

Many starts telling me to have number 2...now baby 1 year old...I am not working coz baby in sch and often fall sick n i don have much help so i never work after giving birth..now depend one income.. I felt people discounted how I felt n my journey...my baby now since young alr very hard to manage...because of baby I almost fall into depression.. and quarrel alot with my husband.. What is ur personal journey? Can share? Thanks:)