Postpartum depression after 1 yr of giving birth

My LO is turning 1 this Feb. Currently experiencing symptoms of ppd, excessive crying that I can’t control, can’t stop thinking about random things and it makes me anxious. Wfh ako and I’m thankful for that, but as I work, I also take care of my LO at the same time, na exclusive bf and ayaw mag bote kahit pilitin ko, and that’s what makes it challenging. Clingy sya and kami lang madalas dalawa sa bahay since my husband is working on-site. I’m just thinking why kaya ngayon lumabas tong mga nararamdaman ko kung kailan pa-1yr na si LO, isn’t it late? or this is not ppd at all? Am I just overwhelmed? I need someone to talk to, I’m confused with my emotions. I’m thinking din na mag resign na sa work, but that thought also makes me anxious. Di naman kami naghihirap, pero marami kami pangarap ni hubby, what if I delayed it? or kaya ba talaga namin na isa lang ang kumikita with the high inflation rate these days? Hay.