Feeling lousy and incompetent at 31+ weeks with pre-eclampsia & GD

Hi mummy, i was a pre-eclampsia (PE) mother at abt 30 weeks as well. And usually for pre-eclampsia, yes, likely to deliver earlier. My doc warded me the moment he found out that i had PE and he recommended that I choose a subsidized ward. I was a private patient but I changed to class C at the local hospital to save costs… bcos likely u’ll delivered a preterm baby and there’s a need to forecast the cost for baby in nicu… so, if you are burdened by the financial costs, the least that u can do is to consider the lowest class ward and make sure that the hospital u r in is facilitated for preterm babies. GD i guess the least that u can do is follow ya dietitian recommendation… most mothers do pretty well with gd. I also felt lousy like you, even after having a preterm baby i questioned myself why am i subjecting my baby to such challenges… its a lot of self-blaming, anger, inferior complexity gg on… but you just have to be stronger than anybody else… your baby will be fine, just do the necessary to rid of the stress… bcos stress isn’t good for PE also… wish u well