I am starting work in 2 days and feeling abit emotional. baby is my #3 (last bb) I really dont feel like going back but yet I need to cos raising 3 children in Singapore is expensive. I dont want to miss her milestones...

Can understand totally. Have to discuss with your hubby if you can quit and be a SAHM. Also talk to your boss if you can work from home or flexible working hours. I quit my job to be a SAHM. Cos end up it cost less for me to stay at home than to send one baby to infant care and another to full day Cc. Plus infant care nearby all full already. My helper last minute don't want to work also.. Have to budget everything. My older boy is in PCF which cost only $180 per month but only 4 hours a day. So I have to Jaga a newborn and a 5 year old. Plus housework and cook 3 meals. I have no helper and my parents stay really far away. My hubby also work till late. It is not easy so you have to think carefully. But everything worked out. Now that my girl is older, I work from home. You have really sit down and discuss with your hubby before making any decisions.