depression

I felt the same after I gave birth. Emergency c sect and had to climb three levels to my bedroom, confined to the bedroom all day, cos going down hurts. Confinement nanny is a witch so is the mother in law, who behaves as though she is the one doing confinement, angered the nanny who in turn keep complaining to me, the nanny also refused to bring baby to me to breastfeed at night, causing me to fail at breastfeeding. Husband only wants his own life and said baby is manipulative. Even right from birth