Valid feelings

Ask ko lang kung tama ba ung nararamdaman ko na mainis kasi we have a car and ung family ni husband lagi na lang nanghihiram . Ok lang on special occasions pero kung kada kibot na lang eh manghihiram di ba sobra naman un. Di birong halaga ang ginugugol namin for that car. Tapos sila sige gamit lang. Ang masakit pa sakin they never ask from me. Lagi sa asawa ko lang. Nagugulat na lang ako gagamitin na pala nila. Asawa ako, co-owner, I have a right di ba? Im just tired na ako lagi ang uunawa, magpaparaya . If you're in my shoes what would you feel? What would you do?