Receiving shits everyday.

18 and 7 months pregnant. Alam na ng family ko, and I've been receiving insults from them every hour of everyday. It affects me so much, honestly, but didn't know how would I speak up. ? Been crying every night and would be able to sleep at 4am and wakes up at 7. Hays. Bakit ba ganito ang buhay? I'm depressed. How can I ask for help? ?