yesterday was the biggest fight and meltdown i ever had with my husband. We almost went into a physical fight. I wanted to kill myself. i had enough of these nonsenses and harsh words from him. I feel that i am going through some mental aniexty. i snap at the smallest thing. But i dont want to be under medication. Once i get medication, others will give me the look. i was so agitated that i almost threw my kid on the floor. Help.