Giving up my hope

For those in need of meds and vitamins lalo na yung mga walang wala po sa inyo, im giving away mine. Kahit mga pampabuntis i decided na itigil na paginom. Kaya kesa itapon ko yung mga gamot, ipamigay ko na lang sa mga preggies. Kung may mgttanong na naman kung nagpapacheckup ba ako sa OB, yes of course. Kaya nga andami ko po gamot. But at this point, Im already not expecting to have a child, HONESTLY. Sound bitter but yes. At my age now of 34, im closing my heart and my doors for conceiving. Truthfully saying. Im giving up. And maybe deactivate this account later and even my facebook account. Pls do understand na lahat tayo may kanya knyang way para ayusin at gamutin ang sarili. Pkibackread nlng po ibang posts ko. Thankyou and goodluck sa inyong mga buntis.

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Do not close your door TTC ako for almost 6years im a PCOS warrior. But one day when i was lossing my hopes i found out im pregnant sadly nakunan ako around 8weeks.Sabi konsa sarili ko naumpisahan ko na baka niready lang ni God ang matres ko after 2months from miscarriage i concieved my dearest lia abdiel napaanak naman ako ng maaga she is 32weeker and fought hard in NICU for 4days before she gained her wings to heaven. Minsan naitanong ko sa diyos bakit mga anak ko pa? Dumating ako sa point na gumuho mundo ko.But then again i witness the greatness of the lord last christmas i found out im 5weeks pregnant was too early kc CS mom ako at 5months palang ang nakakaraan nung pinanganak ko ang anak ko. Ganitong ganito din noon dec. Namin nabuo si lia and here comes my rainbow😭 sobrang excited na kinakabahan kc di ko alam what is ahead of us na mag-ina ang tanging pinagdadasal ko lang ingatan kami ng panginoon kasama ang dalawang anghel ko sa langit. And i want to share this verse to you it gave me strength during my down moments i am 34 and no living child😊 The pain that youve been feeling cant compare to the joy that's coming Romans 8:18

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