Giving up my hope

For those in need of meds and vitamins lalo na yung mga walang wala po sa inyo, im giving away mine. Kahit mga pampabuntis i decided na itigil na paginom. Kaya kesa itapon ko yung mga gamot, ipamigay ko na lang sa mga preggies. Kung may mgttanong na naman kung nagpapacheckup ba ako sa OB, yes of course. Kaya nga andami ko po gamot. But at this point, Im already not expecting to have a child, HONESTLY. Sound bitter but yes. At my age now of 34, im closing my heart and my doors for conceiving. Truthfully saying. Im giving up. And maybe deactivate this account later and even my facebook account. Pls do understand na lahat tayo may kanya knyang way para ayusin at gamutin ang sarili. Pkibackread nlng po ibang posts ko. Thankyou and goodluck sa inyong mga buntis.

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Hello sis. I read your post before this one and honestly, mahirap magbigay ng advice kung hindi ko naexperience firsthand ang naranasan mo. All I can say is, siguro ang kelangan mo muna ay self-love. You spent years trying to conceive, doing everything para matupad yun. Pero let me ask you, was there a time during those years that you enjoyed what you did? Yun bang hindi mo binibilang yung araw kung kelan ka mag-oovulate but just enjoying your moment with husband? Baka kelangan mag-date kayo nang hindj nag-iisip about “conceiving”. Yung tipong enjoy pang, chill chill lang. Kasi parang ang nagyayare, masyado kayong nagfocus sa pagcoconceive that you forgot to be happy together. I’m not in any way judging both of you. Just suggesting na maybe take a look at things at a different angle. Also, I suggest you read Collen Hoover’s All Your Perfects. I’m sure marami kayong matututunan doon.

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5y ago

Pati pagmmhal ko sa sarili ko nauubos na din. Already looking for a psychologist/psychiatrist. And giving my husband his freedom. Thankyou anyway.