Giving up my hope

For those in need of meds and vitamins lalo na yung mga walang wala po sa inyo, im giving away mine. Kahit mga pampabuntis i decided na itigil na paginom. Kaya kesa itapon ko yung mga gamot, ipamigay ko na lang sa mga preggies. Kung may mgttanong na naman kung nagpapacheckup ba ako sa OB, yes of course. Kaya nga andami ko po gamot. But at this point, Im already not expecting to have a child, HONESTLY. Sound bitter but yes. At my age now of 34, im closing my heart and my doors for conceiving. Truthfully saying. Im giving up. And maybe deactivate this account later and even my facebook account. Pls do understand na lahat tayo may kanya knyang way para ayusin at gamutin ang sarili. Pkibackread nlng po ibang posts ko. Thankyou and goodluck sa inyong mga buntis.

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Hi sis, wag mawalan pag Asa. Diko alam story mo but I think same tayo. Before we got married 2017 gusto ko na ma buntis talaga we tried pero wala kaya we decided mag pakasal na dahil baka Hindi pa binigay sa Amin si baby dahil we’re not married yet, and that’s 3 years before we got married. Our first plan kasi Ning di pa ikinasal is (baby, house, wedding) pero now is set to gods plan talaga (wedding, house, baby, we even have car also) Sis, tried insemination for how many times halos every month.. pero wala talaga. Until halos patusin na namin ang IVF nong araw na yon pina prepare kami ni doc ng 800k pero pumalag parents namin dahil 50% Lang chances. 3 years din talaga inantay namin... sabi ki pa nga sa sarili ko pag lumagpas ako ng 35 ayo ko na at saka p ako mag give up. These pandemic gives us hope... buntis ako ngayon at manganganak on December sis.. 🙏 for me po.. Hindi namin inakala talaga. Kung kailan wala na kami ginawa saka binigay.. during pandemic kasi sa bahay lang, minsan awayan pa kami ni partner ko, Hindi ko alam buntis na pala ako. Timing Lang din, during pandemic nakababa si hubby.. ayon ang saya sumampa ng sumamba liit. Pray Lang sis..

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