baby's gender

I lost one baby already. I was ready to become a single parent in 2017. The father could not care less. In my heart, i knew he was a boy. I only found out i was right the day the doctors said we had to let him go because of my weak cervix. They had to take him out at 20 weeks. He was alive and he was beautiful. However, he had no chances of survival. I was shattered. I felt broken for a very long time. That was the hardest thing I ever had to go through. I'm pregnant again now, with a very loving partner. We are just hoping for the best, regardless what gender the baby will be. We just want a healthy baby. A gift is a gift. Keep a grateful heart. Not everyone can become a mother. There are worst things than gender preferences.