Hey, don't worry!! I think it's perfectly normal to have such thoughts esp only 6 days after giving birth! It's called post partum blues. I felt that way too after my first was born and I struggled with many depressive thoughts. I only recently opened up to my hubby about how I felt at that point because even after 2 years, he didn't understand why I kept crying after giving birth for days! Suggest you just speak to ur hubby about ur fears, let him know you have post partum blues and need his reassurance... stay strong!! It will be worth it!!
What you are feeling sounds like most post partum woman after giving birth! Hang in there, YoU will start to feel better soon
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