Being the 3rd child of a broken marriage in dirt financial. My childhood is just down right crappy and I wish I was never born so that my brother and sister can have more. I still do feel this way even i have a kid and experience some happiness after recent years success in career.
If you made all the calculation and consultation and decided on this path. Go for it.
With regardless to counseling, I can't help you because I'm a guy.
Don't drag it too long because it will be more difficult for you and unborn child.
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